Friday, January 6, 2012

When the tigers come at night

But the tigers come at night
With their voices soft as thunder
As they tear your hope apart
And they turn your dream to shame
He slept a summer by my side
He filled my days with endless wonder
He took my childhood in his stride
But he was gone when autumn came
And still I dream he'll come to me
That we'll live the years together
But there are dreams that cannot be
And there are storms we cannot weather
I had a dream my life would be
So different from this hell I'm living
So different now from what it seemed
Now life has killed
The dream I dreamed.
Humanities. They're everywhere.

These are the lyrics of I Dreamed a Dream, from Les Misérables.

One, Susan Boyle smoked this out of the water- two, so did the writers. Three, I'm going to use their words as a vessel for some greater thoughts.


What are my dreams? I wonder that, a lot. I want to publish a novel someday- that's a dream. But that's not my only dream- and, moreover, it's not the noblest dream or the dream I hope most will come true. Dreams change, I think- as we change. "Now life has killed the dream I dreamed," wrote Boublil and Natel- Now, life has killed the dream I dreamed.

Life.

I don't know how to be profound about life. But I don't think that life kills our dreams. I think we change, and thus our dreams change- not because life has killed them, but because life has changed us.

I think that, at the heart of every dream- of every person- rests a fundamental root. And I think all the dreams in the world share that root- it's a dream, fundamentally, of just being happy. And we craft our own paths- what we think will take us there, to the fulfillment of that fundamental need to be happy. But when life hands us a path that is not the one we expected- or when God hands us a path that is not the one we expected- perhaps we feel that our dreams are killed simply because we have not achieved our happiness in the way we expected we would.

But things have a way of working out for the best; whether the way we thought they would, or in a way that blows us from our feet. But dreams come true; dreams come true in the end. I think they do.

Goodnight, ya'll.

-TBF